WELCOME HOME!

 Doing this humbles me, 

because she is SO good! 

But I must do it...

SO HAPPY TO WELCOME BACK 

THE POET-QUEEN NEVINE

WELCOME HOME!

Such a great measure has passed, of time--
Since we've scrutinized--through words--your soul;
Whisperings, obsessions, sensings in rhyme,
Phantasies missing for so long, have taken their toll.

But now, the return of scent-hues, fiery spirits
And certainly more of your far-reaching visions
Have brought back peace and happiness, so it's
Today--NOW!--that I am making the decisions

To follow that wonderful blog by the Queen.
Peeps you must have guessed who I mean  
The one and only Sweetest Poet-Queen
Click here on her name.....NEVINE!

--steveroni

HAPPENING AND STORY-POEM

A Happening, A Story, A Poem
A non-verbatim account--Sunday, May 9, 2010

A STORY-POEM
OF TWO PEEPS

(She is eighty, he eighty-three
And all they have left is...me)

A little old lady
A little old man
Went riding last Sunday
(Yes--groan!--) 

In the "month of May"! 

To church at St Ann
Little lady and little man.

There they both heard
From biblical word:
"Welcome Home", and
"Be not afraid"
Words from long before
Remembered no more

The question, after mass
Where do you want to go
Was answered quickly
"We wish to be at...home!"
So I took them to roam
Round the old neighborhood
Walked partly into the wood

They--each in a wheelchair

"Dear, I admire you hair." 

And me behind, pushing!

Said one,
"Dear, please no rushing..."
Said the other:
"Back to our house, stranger"
("Shhh...but you live there
No longer--remember?")

"Where are you driving us?
Our house is back there!
We can take the bus."
"No...no longer, Dear
You now live here"--
TAKE CARE--TOTAL CARE
Division of Mental Health.
"Don't be afraid."

"Oh dear, I'm scared, but
I do remember those words:
'Be Not Afraid'...
Now who said that?"

"Must we go in
This dingy den?"

"Yes, Sweet. See,
Beautiful Miss Donahue
Came out to meet you!"

(Miss Donahue said to him and to her)
"Welcome Home, little birds.
Welcome Home!"

"I DO remember those words.
Just who said that today?
'Be Not Afraid, and
Welcome Home...'
How nice to say!"

She eighty, he eighty-three.
And they, each in turn

Smiled at, and kissed...me!

GOD BE WITH THEM...AND YOU! 

DEVIANT ART: James_and_Bea_by_Dtellesen

FIRST WEEK BLOGGING

NEW BLOGGER STEVE JULY 1, 2008
(SANS THE DRINK!)

All twelve Peeps below may help themselves to the SUPER COMMENTS AWARD...just copy it from the sidebar and use it, delete it, pass it on, or do nothing. It is yours for the taking--because you are the people who have been here for ME for more than ten months...almost daily commenting thoughtful and heartfelt words on my blog, and many others. Thanks to you ALL!

"I BELIEVE MORE IN THE UNSEEN
THAN IN THE SEEN."

Mary Christine might probably recall better, but I'll give ya what I got. One nice late June day in 2008, I typed into a search engine the letters "AA". I was provided immediately Mary's blog, and, fortunate for me, her Email address was shown in ABOUT ME. Not for a long time had I met someone so helpful, so spiritual (I could "feel" it), and so nice, a complete stranger to me, and I to her.

In my thoughts (and words) we "hit it off"! In her thoughts--if any--were probably words like, "Who IS this jerk-off?" (Not exact words, of course-grin!). I was merely in search of a venue to vent, a place to expound, a page to publish. And I knew nothing--absolutely NOTHING about how to implement a blog.

During several traded Emails, Mary Christine 'talked' me through the process, and offered helpful hints, tricks and advice. She let me play around with it for about 10 days, and then one day "linked" me to her blog, and asked others to respond on "my blog". Imagine the smile on my face when I received bona fide comments from "real AA bloggers"! I learned then...that interaction is blogger happiness. I cannot thank Mary enough for what she did for me, then and now.

THE WELCOME WAGON

The following Peeps are those who
welcomed me in early July 2008...
and they are all still blogging daily!

1. Mary Christine

2. Shadow, my true friend, lovely Shadow! You were first to welcome me here after MC did her "magic". And you and I stayed friends all these ten months, almost daily, how did that happen? All I can bet, is that God is here all this time, and now, with you, me, and all of us. And who knows how, or why--but God IS working tirelessly and always, behind the scenes.

All we must do is cooperate. And you surely DO!

3. Kathy-Lynne: Girl, seems like I've been reading you for years instead of months. Interesting how we all get to know one another pret-ty good, over months. In the beginning here I was skeptical, not believing half of what was written. But in the day-to-day battle of blogging, I have found that truth reigns--it could not be otherwise, and hold up under these daily conditions.

It is risky...blogging. I lay out my heart for inspection frequently, and once in awhile it gets trampled--but not by the people on this blog today.

4. Commentator was Banana Girl (or "J"), and what a bunch of sobriety I have found in you, dear lady. Thanks for being there...and here. I just know I want to say this to you, and each person on this list of twelve: that I admire your recovery programs, and I will be forever grateful to you all, and I love you.

5. Hello, Pam (Pammie). Thursday July 10, 2008 I 'met' you for the first time. I have enjoyed your humor, your sharp wit, and your strong, strong AA program so much--girl, you will never know! You are the good friend of my "appointed" mentor, Mary (she said), and somehow that makes you special in my mind. Even though I seldom 'see' you on my blog, I somehow 'feel' you there now and then. One day I hope to have a coffee with you, and look right into those 'knowing' eyes...and see those Gifts with which God has endowed you.

Your blog may not have been created to save souls or lives, but, in effect, you save both, in many ways, many days.

6. dAAve...what can I say? I think you are the greatest! I suspect we share the same brand of humor, although yours is much more refined--don't want to use the word "distilled"!!! And your blogs and comments for all these months have been insightful, perceptive and helpful to many and me. Thank you for so much!

7. Syd, I fell in love with your blog, your charm, your logic, your virtues, and your willingness to share everything, and your helpful advice for all. Your comments are always well-thought and succinct.

8. Zane: Where ARE you, Zane? DAMMMIT man, get back in here...I need you, I miss your honesty, and your down-to-earth writing style

9. Every time, Shannon, that I have a misunderstanding with a blog-friend--and that would include you, of ALL people!--and we resolve our problem, a new level of love is experienced by me. It's like, if I don't ever make a mistake, how could I EVER grow? I also love you for being there last July 10, to welcome me into this wonderful blog recovery community! Thank you!

10. Lou, Lou. We've also been through a lot--but mostly you. What a year this has been, a year of so much positive growth. You are a treasure, a pleasure to read, to comment, and many have grown in spirituality because of your God-directed efforts on these blogs. You are indeed appreciated, Lou.

11. Scott W...you were there for me right from the start. Although I see little of you these busy days, I see much of your work. I read your stuff every single day, for if I miss a day, I may well miss also an opportunity to help someone else, using a phrase, a sentence, a thought, a piece of your self which I might find there. Thank you forever, Scott W.

In one way or another, you all said to me, "Welcome Home, Steve. You belong here. Come in, sit down, have a cup...And then God took over." Grateful!

Peace, and Love,
Steve E

STILL MORE RAMBLINGS

SATURDAY NIGHT-SUNDAY MORNING

My gosh, beginning at 7AM, and ending now 11 PM, I have not been to so many meetings in one day since wife number three and I had too many years of "irreconcilable differences", and I moved (well, ahhh, I WAS moved) out.

Six meetings and an AA dinner, and I'm wiped out...but checking in anyway. Why? Because we love you, Musketeers!

I got to have dinner Friday night with several women, one of whom I never thought much of. Amazing how, in one hour, a complete reversal of perception of the life of another happens. Just a bit of understanding, sprinkled with a dash of love, and what change is wrought--and only God could make that happen!

This weekend has been one of greatest fun, also many learning experiences. Maybe some out there are familiar with Lee's Tapes? Lee records many of the conferences in the east and Midwest, and other places. He took on the responsibility of this conference, and did wonderful work in putting together a marvelous time for all!

Back home tomorrow night (Sunday). We may be home in time for a little ride tomorrow night? Got two new bike tires, boy are those babies expensive! It's second mortgage time. But it IS nice to have some good rubber under ya, agree?
Seems like bike tires should last more than 10,000 miles, they have so much tread to start. Guess it depends on how they are driven. Guess 'safe and sane' is the way to ride. I do not like safe and sane. All my life they've been touting 'safe-and-sane' and all that has done for me is to completely RUIN every Fourth of July.

Now, they wanna ruin my biking pleasure. Not gonna happen! Here we go--VVVRROOOOOOM! So, ya see what I really miss? OK! Tell me I'm bad, see if I care...well, fact is, I DO care for all you blogger guys and grrls too, and with love, I'm signing off for tonight.