One said to me this morning, "Steve, don't always believe what you THINK!" And so I got to thinking about that--yeah.
When not drinking I used to think I would never be more than a piece of shit.
When drinking, I knew I was better than the next Peep...or ANYONE else.
I'll live forever.
The leak in the roof will not get worse.
I can get by without practicing (my violin).
I can get by without practicing (My AA Steps).
Satisfaction will be mine, even when I do not practice "being satisfied".
I can eat a half gallon of ice cream every night.
Plus peanuts and potato chips.
And I will not put on weight.
I can live happy joyous and free on only 3 meetings a week.
A few weeks ago a daily meeting was essential.
She loves me.
She does NOT love me.
Of course, it is NOT about ME!
My special Island I'll call
Bali Hai -- is calling me.
Every night, every day.
Temptation is more than the name of a song.
It keeps calling me also.
Freedom is "getting away from"...
Blogging is more important than anything in the world.
I am utterly happy and without turmoil.
And I WILL live forever! Hmmmmm?
NOTE: The above are thoughts which I try not to believe, OK?
I love living, I love life--
I LOVE! YESSS!
I'm at PEACE! YESSS!
I'm SOBER! YESSS!
And I hope all the same for YOU, my PEEPS!